This makes sense.

Sharing is caring.
Agreed.

Well then, I guess;
I shared too much...
so... I care(d) too much.

it's hard to go backwards.


sigh.

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Blogs are stupid.

Current mood:amused

they really are.

unless you use them... regularly. or correctly.
I don't even know.
haha whatevaaa

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Swearing helps.

I just feel dumb.

mad at myself.

for...having these stupid thoughts of, false hope.



it's annoying.

and embarassing.

and.... frusterating.





but then, at the same time;

one little act,

a few words,

and I'm smiling to myself uncontrolable.

on the long walk home,

and a few days after even.









but now I'm thinking,

would I just rather be done?



....maybe.







I don't have very strong will power when it comes to this though.





fuck.

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I think I might be the only one in the world that knows....

That Jon is DEVIOUS!!!!!







he really is!!

no one believes me!!!

>< ughhhhhhh

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Mind implosion >< .

I don't like serious.
I don't do well with serious, conversations or otherwise.
so, I makes jokes or do anything to keep things light and fluffy.
I like light and fluffy.

I like to be prepaired.
I like having a plan and knowing exactly what I'm going to do and not be tripped up by surprizes.
I like set times and dates.

I don't know what to do.
I don't know how things are going to go.
nothing is set, nothing is planned, nothing is easy.
it all scares me.

I don't know why.

but at the same time,
I don't want to be one of those people who miss out on things 'cause they're scared.
and I know this, all of it.

I really just don't know what I want to do.

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You learn something new everyday.

Current mood:indescribable

I'm really no good with words.

I'm not.

I never quite say exactly what I mean too. and I give up on conversations fairly easliy 'cause I know what I say wouldn't be what I'm trying to get across.



people seems to have me pegged.

"oh, that's Whitney, she's just like that"

"oh, that's something Whitney would say"

"I expect Whitney to say something mean"

you might not notice it, and I didn't until recently, but people seem to do that to me a lot.



I don't think it's right.

yeahhh yeahhh....

a lot of it's true.

I'm kinda mean to people. but most of it is in jest.

but really, I like people who are nice.

genually, nice.

I'm a sucker for nice.

what can I say? ><







I just don't think most people see that.

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