Friday, August 1, 2008

Mind implosion >< .

I don't like serious.
I don't do well with serious, conversations or otherwise.
so, I makes jokes or do anything to keep things light and fluffy.
I like light and fluffy.

I like to be prepaired.
I like having a plan and knowing exactly what I'm going to do and not be tripped up by surprizes.
I like set times and dates.

I don't know what to do.
I don't know how things are going to go.
nothing is set, nothing is planned, nothing is easy.
it all scares me.

I don't know why.

but at the same time,
I don't want to be one of those people who miss out on things 'cause they're scared.
and I know this, all of it.

I really just don't know what I want to do.

[Transfered from Myspace blog]