I just feel dumb.
mad at myself.
for...having these stupid thoughts of, false hope.
it's annoying.
and embarassing.
and.... frusterating.
but then, at the same time;
one little act,
a few words,
and I'm smiling to myself uncontrolable.
on the long walk home,
and a few days after even.
but now I'm thinking,
would I just rather be done?
....maybe.
I don't have very strong will power when it comes to this though.
fuck.
[Transfered from Myspace blog]
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