This is nothing. Don't worry about it.

So, recently my friend and I had a rather long talk about stuff and he was like describing this cool concept of like The Five Languages of Love or something. He was saying the five things are (in not particular order)
Touch
Service
Time
Gift giving
And compliments

He said people generally have a main two or three
And he was making me guess his three
And he puts them in order.
So, I guessed Time, and that was #2
And then he told me to guess his #1 and he said that it's #1 but he is very reserved about it.
It was touch, which I guess.
And I think the other was service.
But then later when we were saying goodbye but still talking about a couple things.
He like gave me a hug.
And proceeded to start laughing to himself, which he does a lot.
And I was like, "what?"
He said, "did you know you have only initiated like 2 hugs between us?"

Cause I'm not much of a 'touch' person
Not that I don't like hugs and junk.
But I don't initiate them generally.

But if his #1 is touch and he hugs me..... does that mean anything?
?!
Ya know?
I think he likes me, but he just.... can't admit it, or doesn't want to, or something.
And like tonight, when we were disscusing junk, and concepts he was like... tapping my leg at points and my shoulder..... and I DONT KNOW IF THAT MEANS ANYTHING!!

Ugh.

It is really annoying.
Because he is like, "You are going to be thinking about things tonight and not going to be able to sleep right away, I know it. Blah, blah, blah."
And I am a stubborn jerk and say "nu-uh" like a five year old

But it is SO true. And that annoys me too haha.

Basically, he annoys the crap outta me.
But I just can't wait to argue again later....
But he is always in stack 2, talking with stupid people

Ughhhhh

And he hardly comes over here because I was being weird the day after halloween party and kept texting him more then I normally would and I just needed to be normal
And I couldn't that day and he kinda ignored/avoided here for a while.
But things are pretty much back to normal.

I just shouldn't .... eh whatever.... it just sucks.
Because ....
But at the same time....
And that is annoying as well.

But even though we argue and annoy each other and believe totally different things, I feel like we click and kinda get along dispite that or because of that maybe. idk.

I don't need peace.
Or to be friends with Jesus.
Jesus can suck it.
Yeah.
End rant.