Frustrated.

Current mood:discontent

Can't sleep.

need to, 'cause I have important stuffs to do tomorrow, but can't.

I have too much junk on my mind.

just a lot o junk.



like, all of my flaws. little things. like being jealous sometimes when it's totally unnecessary. or how I'm like putty in some people's hands.

it makes me mad.



but I don't....no, I can't talk to people about it. nobody.

except for oddly the internet.

go figure.

but then again I'm only hinting at what I'm thinking so it's all good. it's mostly for me anyway.



anywho.

I'm really not an open person. and I don't like that. but it's hard for me.



I wanna change. be different. be better. be me.

just a slight change, it won't be major, you might not even notice.

but i'm going to try.







maybe.

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I’m a good kid.

You know what I hate?



When you find out that some of your friends aren't the good kids you thought they were.

It makes me sad.

Don't be dumb guys.

and don't litter!

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Just Venting.

Lately,

I've just been so...... mad.

at myself.

mostly.

at stupid people, who aren't really stupid, but I'm mad so now they are.



I want to swear all the time.

at no one.



I want something.

but I have no clue what that is.

and I doubt I ever will.



Oh, I forgot.

And the best part is,

I have no one to share this crap with.

And even if I did, I probably wouldn't.



People are too wrapped up in their own junk.

Nobody really listens.



This is dumb.

And...... and..... blogging is dumb.

Everything is dumb.

yeahh.

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Whitney’s European Travel Extravaganza!

Okay.

These are the official dates for Whitney's 2008 European Travel Extravaganza!:

March 30th

to

April 19th



I'll be going to Spain, Portugal, and Morocco.

Not sure on all the details but when I learn them I'll keep you informed. Well, that's all for now.

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This one dude.

Current mood:disappointed

So, I like this boy.

but... he doesn't like me.

I know this for positive.

he likes someone else.

I asked.

he told me.



it's okay.

I'll get over it.

Hopefully...

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Jeez

Current mood:jealous

Man, saturday (9-8-07) was such a crappy day...

First off, I went to a funerel for someone I had never met, which was pretty fun actually. lol that sounds werid but it was, it was at the Musem of Flight. They had good food. Giant cookies. No milk =[ and afterward we got to go and wander through the musem. Very interesting. Airplanes and whatnot.

But then when I got home I was just so pissed off about something that happened eailer I had "almost" forgotten about. I was just amazed about how stupid I was, and for that matter, still am. I thought something which turned out to be totally false and I just felt like an idiot. Gosh... I'm such a hopeless romantic, emphasis on the hopeless. I was just SO mad that someone had that much pull on my emotions.

damn.

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