Mind over matter, right?

Current mood:peaceful

Taking a chill pill.
I get a little over excited and intense sometimes. In my head.


though sometimes.... time doesn't seem to help.

deep breaths.

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:)

OhmygoodnessI'mLAME! ><
My stomach is doing a backflip. still.

My nerves are on high alert
and I'm still smiling to myself like an idiot :)

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I watched Fight Club tonight.

Current mood:sick

I'm sick of people who 'know everything'.
Some Idealized version of who they see themselves as.
it's a crook of sh*t.

People can get really full of themselves.
It's Human.
It happens.

And those people who 'try' and be 'different'... just to be 'different' and to prove their individuality.... oh geez, give me a break.

Everyone is a unique pretty little snowflake, okay princess?
You don't need to dye your hair orange or change your name to Sunflower or only drink soy milk to prove that.

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This makes sense.

Sharing is caring.
Agreed.

Well then, I guess;
I shared too much...
so... I care(d) too much.

it's hard to go backwards.


sigh.

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Blogs are stupid.

Current mood:amused

they really are.

unless you use them... regularly. or correctly.
I don't even know.
haha whatevaaa

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Swearing helps.

I just feel dumb.

mad at myself.

for...having these stupid thoughts of, false hope.



it's annoying.

and embarassing.

and.... frusterating.





but then, at the same time;

one little act,

a few words,

and I'm smiling to myself uncontrolable.

on the long walk home,

and a few days after even.









but now I'm thinking,

would I just rather be done?



....maybe.







I don't have very strong will power when it comes to this though.





fuck.

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