I watched Fight Club tonight.

Current mood:sick

I'm sick of people who 'know everything'.
Some Idealized version of who they see themselves as.
it's a crook of sh*t.

People can get really full of themselves.
It's Human.
It happens.

And those people who 'try' and be 'different'... just to be 'different' and to prove their individuality.... oh geez, give me a break.

Everyone is a unique pretty little snowflake, okay princess?
You don't need to dye your hair orange or change your name to Sunflower or only drink soy milk to prove that.

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This makes sense.

Sharing is caring.
Agreed.

Well then, I guess;
I shared too much...
so... I care(d) too much.

it's hard to go backwards.


sigh.

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Blogs are stupid.

Current mood:amused

they really are.

unless you use them... regularly. or correctly.
I don't even know.
haha whatevaaa

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Swearing helps.

I just feel dumb.

mad at myself.

for...having these stupid thoughts of, false hope.



it's annoying.

and embarassing.

and.... frusterating.





but then, at the same time;

one little act,

a few words,

and I'm smiling to myself uncontrolable.

on the long walk home,

and a few days after even.









but now I'm thinking,

would I just rather be done?



....maybe.







I don't have very strong will power when it comes to this though.





fuck.

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I think I might be the only one in the world that knows....

That Jon is DEVIOUS!!!!!







he really is!!

no one believes me!!!

>< ughhhhhhh

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Mind implosion >< .

I don't like serious.
I don't do well with serious, conversations or otherwise.
so, I makes jokes or do anything to keep things light and fluffy.
I like light and fluffy.

I like to be prepaired.
I like having a plan and knowing exactly what I'm going to do and not be tripped up by surprizes.
I like set times and dates.

I don't know what to do.
I don't know how things are going to go.
nothing is set, nothing is planned, nothing is easy.
it all scares me.

I don't know why.

but at the same time,
I don't want to be one of those people who miss out on things 'cause they're scared.
and I know this, all of it.

I really just don't know what I want to do.

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