You ever have one of those, your-life-is-dismaly-swirling-down-the-toliet moments?
I feel like such a failure.
I just don't know how to function.
I don't even know why I restarted this stupid blog.
I don't want to be talking to it.
I don't actually want you to read this.
So why the fuck is it here?
.... who else am I going to talk to.
I honestly don't want people reading my blog.
It's for me.
Just for me.
Random people won't get it.
People who know me won't get it.
a select few of my friends may slightly understand what I'm going on about. But...
I guess, I have specific ones I wish very specific people would read.
I guess I just hope that if it is out there, even in this vague little hole in the internet, maybe, maybe, they'll read the right one at the right time.
life is like an hourglass. eventually everything hits the bottom and all you have to do is wait it out until someone comes along and turns it around.
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